I’m feeling a bit down about it, and I could really use some support from you lot who understand what it’s like.

So, on the 30th of Dec, I woke up to a couple of notifications on OF. First one was that someone had subscribed, and the second was a message from them. Naturally, I was buzzing – always nice to think someone’s into your work, right? Their message was super sweet too, saying, "You’re the most gorgeous girl I’ve ever seen." Honestly, it made my morning.

But then, when I tried to reply, I realised I couldn’t because they’d restricted me from messaging them. I thought, "Alright, maybe they’re just here for the content and don’t wanna chat," and I left it at that.

Then today, I checked my stats and saw they’d not only unsubscribed but also asked for a refund. I’m not fussed about the money – £3 isn’t breaking the bank – but it’s left me feeling proper confused. Like, if they didn’t like my page, fair enough. But to go from sending a compliment to asking for their money back? It’s just a bit gutting, you know?

I’m not here to rant or cause drama, it’s more that I’m feeling a bit knocked down by it all. Do you ever have moments like this where you start questioning yourself? How do you shake it off and keep pushing forward?

I just wanted to share this here because I know we all have weird or unexpected moments with guys sometimes, and it helps to know you’re not alone.