I grew up Mormon, left the church, covid hit, then my ocd developed so I’m a fucking virgin 😭😭😭 I recently have been reaching out socially, and I met someone whos become my cuddle buddy/fuck around as much as I can right now buddy. I’m coming off of a long long thing of depression and so far when we fuck around I just give my natural reaction which is usually way toned down (I have no libido I need to get it back 😭 it is getting better.) anyways I have the huge boob gene and he agreed to do a tit job on video with me. I went on pornhub and looked up videos and I hated all of them it’s just too much and I’m not like that. I know what I want to make my facial expression and I have a few ideas, but is it ok to not talk? The only thing I could think to say would be “does it feel good?” 😭😭😭😭 help I’m a baby.

Also would $3/minute for ppv be too much or too little? I do 1/minute for extra boob content and 2/minute for masturbation.