Hi. When I first started onlyfans, i thought, “I’m not going to get anywhere with this. But maybe I will? I don’t know, who wants to see a girl with one tit? This might be funny. Fuck it, let’s try.“

I have Poland syndrome, a birth defect that cause one of my breast to under develop. My left breast is close to 34DD and the right side is completely flat, like 34 A.

I’ve kept my deformity secret up until last year. It’s been a crazy time for me, finding acceptance in my body and that anyone would find it attractive.

I still hold to the narrative that I’m a really ugly human being, a monster that needs to hide, but a lot of good has come from me posting on onlyfans and pornhub.

I’m way more confident and I finally have a little spending money, when before I had zero!

I live with BPD, borderline personality disorder and this deformed body and scars from SA as a kid. It’s been a tough road. I’m an artist, a painter. Never really made any money with that either.

My last month on OnlyFans, I made $200 for the whole month. That’s less than minimum wage if you take into account all the work I do to make the videos, edit them, and what not - even with my disability.

The takeaway is that I’m not really doing this for the money. I had hoped to earn more, but I’m honestly ok if this is as much as I ever make.

I think from what I understand, my earnings are the average earnings of an OnlyFans model.

I wanted to share my info for anyone just starting out to compare. I welcome any questions and really appreciate this community.

(Sort of a rant, I didn’t proofread ✍️ sorry)