I had been tired all throughout and got some time to rest but now everyone around me tells me to now get my shit back up and says the worst shit while meaning well and I'm tired really I don't want to do any of this and I really want to give up, and I don't know what to do because nothing seems to be good or remotely nice. Like you know in Bojack, they say this a lot of times but I feel something in me is so fundamentally broken and the other parts are lost and I am scrambling to look for them in a heap of sand with no clue about what to do or how to do or whether I should even continue this search when all it does it hurt those around me