For context, I'm in my last year of graduate school. I go to a school I don't live near, and I will be leaving the area in about 6 months. We've shared classes since I started the program a year ago, and ever since we became part of the same friend group I've had feelings for her.

She's the most beautiful and wonderful person I've ever met. I look forward to seeing her in class and with my friends. But. I'm only in this area until I graduate, and then I have to go back home unless I can find a job that will let me afford living here I also don't even have a car, which isn't something I can solve until I graduate either.

It's eating me up inside. Part of me feels like it knows that I'm better off just staying silent to avoid the situation entirely; why bother starting anything when it might just end in 6 months(I am not great with LDR)? But part of me wants to tell her anyway so I don't live with the "what if"s. But then if I tell her, I don't want it to make our friendship weird.

I don't know what to do. I probably won't say anything and will just assure myself that it wouldn't have worked out anyway...but it sucks.