I have fertility issues. My fiancé is snipped.

I also have a new SD who’s 8.

I missed out on so much of her life. I’m so grateful she exists and I love her so much.

But God do I envy her mother. She gave my Fiancé something I may never be able to. Yeah, there’s ways but they aren’t certain. Seeing how my fiancé was with my SD as an infant makes me want that so bad and it hurts to know it may never happen for us. We both want it so bad.

I feel like less of a woman. Even if my fiancé wasn’t snipped, I’m still broken. Even if we go through the steps of having babies, it still may never happen for us. Their ex has all these memories that I may never get to recreate and it fucking sucks.