Given that we are living in a continuous state of disagreement in our culture because of pity things. Media (traditional, social, word of mouth) on all fronts bombarding your ears, eyes and thoughts with bad news, distrust and ultimately generational hate. Now we are inching ever so closer and closer to just using god like instruments (nuclear weapons) to eradicate some other tribe. I have had in the past commit suicide, I almost have thoughts and plans on a regular basis. The level of sadness, anxiety, distrust in some, etc has recently significantly increased. Watching things unfold, looking at the big picture of a lot of things has convinced me that it is better to go ahead and commit suicide than it would be to be alive in a constant state of terror, starvation, economic troubles, etc.