So this will just be a summary I guess,

Back in May I got in a traumatic wreck. Obvi I survived! An on going snap buddy and I started conversing more and hit it off. Well somewhere with in a week of me getting out of hospital and him working (off shore) a shift happens in our relationship/conversation. I keep it to myself just to make sure I’m not just over thinking. Well for me after a while it’s hard not to bring something like that up. So of course I pick the WORSE time and it spirals out of control. Basically ghosted me n didn’t even say a word (text call nothing) till a week or so ago. Can I ask people why? Why just leave something open ended ? Why leave someone just left to assume?

Craziest part is he filed a restraining order on me. 1. Dude forgets we chatted for a year off and on 2. Forgot we’ve exchanged numbers early when we first chatted before snap 3. Most people exchange names ? He must of forgot bout that

Basically dude swears I stalked him. Now mind you I’m 3 months in a back brace no car etc so how I stalked him is impossible.

The part that hurt the most was I let a lot of walls down knowing better. But he spoke great words cuz he got me. And a added some legal shit too….

In my head restraining order is paper. I’ve done jail time so if something were to be done I’d done it. Crazy how scary men can get and sad how more more males aren’t like they use to be.