I’ve had sex twice now. Both times was terrible and i waited so long even though i wanted something done to me for so long. i have a long weird past w sex (mostly my fault) so it’s also hard for me to really do it sometimes but i hype myself up right. well the first time dude literally kisses me once and goes to put it in. i’m like hold on do u have a condom and he goes uhhh no i don’t need one though i’m like home on it have one and he’s like no it’s fine i don’t rlly nut and i’m like ? bc literally i’m 30 minutes from hkme and got no car and what tf did i expect? so we go on and he just immediately puts it in and then ivtell him i’m tired after like 10 minutes and be explains that he doesn’t ever really nut and only has w himself. okay? second time . dudes talking abt how he wants to eat me out so bad if taste so good he comes to get me we go and he IMMEDIATELY goes to put it into. this time i’m like sir u talked all that and then he’s like oh yeah and lickes my vagina hole for 3 minutes and when i tried to guide him to my clit he just went further away. then i had the worst sex if my life. i’m never having sex again. except for someone i’ve had sex with.!