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This is a big deal to me as I am aover of animals Dogs specifically. Today a little Chihuahua got nailed by a car right in front of me and my wife as we left for work. I grew up with a Chihuahua. So I begin to freak out and jump out of my moving car. Rip the E brake stop. The toher car.. black Nissan Altima with a TanJiro sticker on the left quarter rear... ( I see you often I will see you again) This poor do laying in street squirming l. Gasping for air kicking around. Nobody would do anything it's. Not like I'm a NPC cause. I'm not as everyone stands around I picked the poor little pup out of the street. I didn't know what to do began telling people to call animal control it was suffering " What do I do" " let it suffer," "break it's neck?" Strangle it?? I don't know why I choose the option I did it was probably the worst one I could have choose I proceeded to start to cry As my right hand fit in a single palm around his neck.. something inside or me tore as I did that it took way to long every second ripped away at me his eyes began to budge and I felt him go limb and it ended I felt his life leave his little suffering body.. I know I stopped it's suffering... It was just a dog. But that just definitely broke something in me I've killed animals before but not like that not with my own hand literally squeezing the life out of this poor dog it's last couple of minutes... I wish I would have gave it more comfort but I didn't I couldn't speak... As soon as I knew it was dead I ran back to my car. And left. Without another word. All I can think about it how my hands got tighter and tighter as I realized choking it isn't a good idea it took line 5 minutes. It a dog... In destroyed... I can imagine a human... If it was a human in that position I can tell you right now I wouldn't be able to put you out of your misery... My hands arnt built to take life... This event changed me forever... And I've seen humans die Infront of me... Trauma... I'm sorry little guy I'll come say goodbye after work... I'm Soo sorry that person did that too you... You were the little good dog who stole our dogs food. Now I'll never get to chase your yipping ass around PHX anymore... Sleep well little Chihuahua...
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