I’ll admit I like to say it’s the state I live in aka Maryland, or maybe it’s the fact I got hurt, or that covid happened That has made life be the way it is for me but I’ll admit it’s me I’m 19 living in a small town With no license and an expired permit I’ve tried to retake my permit I study so much but when I take it one the computer at the mva. All I hear is the noise around me and my brain talking about everything I’ve studied. The trick questions mess me up because I over analyze them because here’s an example the drivers Ed book says stay 100 ft away from the car in front of you but on the test it says 3-4 secs. So of course I choose the 100 ft answer to be like wrong. And then have the screen have it list what I have wrong as I go plus have a count down timer which is like man I don’t need that. I’m able to get it on paper also because I had to go out of my way to show I have adhd and anxiety which honestly I hate having to prove I have anything wrong with me. But the paper is just as bad no colors on the signs so how in the world am I supposed to tell of what road marker means what if it literally blends in with the paper. I know I should keep trying to get my permit again I keep trying and trying with no luck no matter how much I study I have a lot of test anxiety, it’s gotten better due to medication and I know all the material but I just can’t pass the stupid permit test again so I can get my license and such. I’m at the point we’re I might move to another state or go move there so I could just do the permit quickly and then test then bam license cause I know how to drive I literally drove everywhere before it expired Not having my license is literally having such a effect on me mentally and emotionally As I can’t keep a job, friends, I got dropped from my college class. It’s a literal nightmare and sitting at home is beyond depressing and I find myself becoming depressed But should I go to a different state? Would anyone ever help me ? Does anyone know what I should do