Today was one of the hardest days of my life. It was an abusive relationship, but part of me just wants to go back and beg for forgiveness and to go back into his arms.

Im scared. I’m in a state where I know nobody. I’m so tired and all I can do is cry and beg for my mind to stop going a hundred miles an hour.

I’ve never felt so raw and alone.

People are saying they’re proud of me and that I’ll feel differently in a few days.. I hope so. I really really hope so.

Also, to the people who commented yesterday.. even though your random strangers on the internet. Thank you, I just read them all and it’s the first time I’ve smiled all day <3