First off, I am safe. Im just over all of it.

Yall I don't want to do this anymore. Like I dont want to d!e but im struggling and it ALL comes down to money. It's so fucked up

Im technically employed at Walmart but not working because my shoulder was having issues so I got put on a weight limit they couldn't accommodate so now im not working til March. I applied to some other jobs and have been looking for more but applying for jobs makes me feel like shit. It reminds me how I dropped out of college, and how according to the workforce I really dont have any useful skills.

I still haven't been able to afford to fix my car(literally just need a new battery) otherwise I would be working instacart and doordash much more. But I share a car with my girlfriend so I have to work around that and use so much gas money just to make money. Im extremely grateful she let's me use her car but I want to be driving my car

On top of that my girlfriend and I need to move at the end of the month and i have no idea where we're going. Its ridiculous how much apartments charge for application fees but if you're denied you don't get it back or it doesn't go towards anything if youre approved

Im really trying over here and I feel like I'm not getting anywhere. Things are so hard. I just want to work, I want stable living, im so stressed