The long story short is that for the first time in my entire life I clicked a link in a DM without thinking. Now my account is disabled, and I'm waiting on Discord's support to further my help ticket.

I woke up to this, and now I can't get back to sleep. I have to get up in five hours and thirty six minutes to start my night (Thanks Night Shift). I've already reset my passwords on every other website and platform/app, especially my email account.

I am 0-100 right now. I am bouncing from one emotion to the next in a loop, everything from blood curdlingly angry to despair.

Ugh. They say you are your greatest enemy, well I guess that's fucking true. I'm going to go curl into a ball now with my oh so lovely gas mask of a sleep apnea mask and mope, maybe scream into a pillow. Oh and while I'm at it AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!

Maybe some perfectly cut screams on YouTube will help.