My husband and I have been married for a couple of months now and it’s been a lot of stress on both of us. Granted, we did move into a brand new house that we built and both have new jobs/schedules. It just feels like we haven’t been able to enjoy being married yet. We aren’t able to go on a honeymoon right now so maybe that’s part of it, but I think it’s mostly because a dumb part of me bought into the idea that the beginning is actually blissful. We’ve been together for 8 years so it’s not like I was expecting a real honeymoon phase to resurface or anything, but just something that’s not this. And I’m angry for letting myself buy into an unrealistic fantasy.