I just don't get it... I tried to be there for her two years, tried to be the best guy, the one she loved... but she just won't take me... and now i'm forced to see her crushing all over this other guy... a guy that will pass within a month.. Hell, I broke up with my girlfriend at the time because she wanted to be with me.. I told her i'd be there if the world ended... and now.. now I see her wishing she was with another guy... begging to him to stay, because she needs him.. Am I just not worth her time? Am I not good enough? I try my best every day to be something good for her... I guess no matter i'm just going to have to watch her be with others, asking for a good guy. When i know i can be the right guy for her... the guy she wants to marry, and stay with because I want to stay with her.. but i cant tell her all this. She just gets upset and says im just jealous That i'm being selfish.. when I'm not I'm sick of being on the sidelines. I'm sick of this fucking friend zone I'm sick of the restriction, of the cast away attitude, the flirting, and the leaving The teasing, and the constant reminder that MAYBE someday, i'll be hers like I should be forced to wait.. Maybe this is when I stop talking to her.. Show her what it's like to really need someone... This is where I could end it and neverlook back... That's exactly what i'll do She's out of my contact for good, i'll ignore her calls and texts delete her from facebook, and never worry again. The life without you starts today.