You know how dating sites match up ugly people together, attractive people together, etc? I only matched with neck beards. I hate writing that because it makes me sound shallow but seeing my male equivalents was incredibly depressing.

I’ve lost 70lbs and hoped weight loss would help but I’ve got an acne scarred face and a bunch of loose skin. I didn’t lose my virginity until age 26, not for lack of trying. I went to a swingers event, got rejected a bunch of times, then gave up and masturbated. Why am I this horny and ugly and the same time?

I have a fuck buddy but it’s not a relationship. I’m barely good enough to fuck. I wish I could find a guy who would be interested in me.