I'm supposed to be looking for a masters degree, since my undergraduate is basically useless. But looking through all theses subjects I see that there is nothing I want to do. Any choice I make will be the wrong one. I'm not motivated enough to do a subject that requires memorizing a lot of information, I'm not sociable, or a leader. I enjoy artistic subjects but have no talent. I always though working with the police would be interesting, but they don't take you if you're not mentally stable and I have anxiety and panic attacks.

I feel like even if I did have a good degree I'd never get a relevant job. To be entirely honest, the only reason I'm searching for a masters program at all is so that I could put off being an independent adult for one more year. Not that I don't want to be an independent adult, I just don't know how to be one. I haven't even managed to keep a student job.