The round down of my situation is: Young guy from a developing country has always been rejected in some way from social circles. Didn't have friends in primary school and just a few close individuals in high school. I've struggled with depression since I was 16 and maybe all of that has lead me to a sexual and affective frustration since I'm unable of getting into sentimental relationships. I ve never been kissed and never had a girlfriend. Right now im in college at 22 yo almost out of it and I can't find places or things to do in order to meet new people and eventually flirt or idk, i dont know how normal guys do it. From time to time I think I might be an incel, because I've experienced so much rejection a little hatred for this repetitive behavior I perceive from women towards me... I feel their disgust. Please help me.