Today we went to breakfast and I finally asked what you wanted from me right now. You said friendship, you said you wanted to be there for me when I needed someone. You're not interested in anyone. You still love me. I just want to note what you said today because I don't know what the future holds for us. You said it wouldn't take you years to know if you wanted to try us again. We talked about what we would be should you try a relationship with someone else. You would still want to be friends with me. You wouldn't delete any of our photos or throw away our shared mementos. I don't understand how that would be okay with the new girl but whatever. I'm glad you aren't wanting to get rid of our memories. You said most of all you would still be there for me if I should ever need it. I told you I didn't want to get in the way of a new relationship if you were happy. You said it mattered more for you to be there for me when I need you than to be there for someone else that wanted you. The biggest peace for me is that our love matches. Maybe we won't ever be able to make a relationship work out between us. Timing is always off. But your heart loves as much as mine. We will always be each others love of my life. I just want you to be happy.