Today, the girl I have been seeing for the past month or so told me she didn't want to see me anymore and doesn't see any future with me.

I was at work when I got this text, and felt bad for a few minutes. Then afterwards, I just felt numb. I am home now, and I just feel nothing.

That is a terrifying feeling to me. I mean, it still was new so its not like I should be all crushed, but I just feel nothing. Its whatever to me. I am not normally like this. Am I just getting so used to this feeling that it doesn't even bother me anymore.

Is this my future? Just not feeling anything?

I don't even know what to feel right now. I mean, the past month (aside from sleeping or work), I spent more time with her than alone, and to think that I am just fine after her saying she doesn't want to see me anymore?

That's just not who I have been in the past as a person. Everything seemed fine. Maybe I'm just meant to be alone. Maybe its a sign of that.