After slot of soul searching these past few months I’ve finally figured out what really been bugging me. When my divorce finalized this year I was having a hard time. It wasn’t over the divorce. It was knowing that I was leaving my step daughter in the worst place she can possibly be right now. I think deep down my ex wife cares for and loves her daughter. But still she figures out how to go out partying every weekend she can getting drunk and god knows what else. She got married 2 months after our divorce too. To a guy she met a month before we even divorced no less. Then a memory came back to me. I remember there was a time my daughter was having some problems with her stomach. I wasn’t there to witness it. I remember it involved a suppository. My ex being a cna decided I know what I’m doing and nothing can make me think otherwise spiel. So her her sister and her daughter are in the bathroom. My ex isn’t the most gentle of people so when she was trying to help my daughter she forcefully inserted the medicine. I can still remember my daughters scream and crying the poor thing. Idk how many other times this was done but I know that little girl is suffering. Idk what to think and idk what to do for her well being. That little girl deserves better than this.