25/male. My girlfriend stopped loving me.

My girlfriend broke up with me due to issues that she claims are on her part. I respect her decision but in all honesty I just feel empty. I'm typing this on a phone at the top of the stairs with tears in my eyes so I apologise for any grammar errors or spelling mistakes.

Tbh I haven't felt this alone in my entire life. I have a house that I own to myself, i have no friends and don't really keep in contact with anyone I socialize with in person so there's nobody to "come over".

I do have family. A brother and his fiancee that live about 30mins away and a mother who is at work at the time that i am typing this. But right now the only thing i want is my ex.

I just wish i was good enough for her. I don't want to be without her but i can't and won't force her to be with me when she doesn't feel the same.

I literally feel so alone. I'm on the verge of just standing up and leaning forward and let gravity do that work. Hopefully i'd get at least one visitor. Grim.