I was just a guy in his twenties, was attending university and had no concern about my future. All I wanted was to run away from this place. I felt that I was chained to this place and I wanted to break the chain and put a full stop to the routine work that I was doing for quite a lot of years. I didn't have many friends, I was not miserable but I was okay. Then I met you, I don't what magic you did but my life isn't the same since that day, you already know that but I want to tell this to you again and again. Every time I try to make a conversation you push me away, you never showed signs of being interested in me nor did you show any signs of apathy. We both have so much in common, I never chased girls in my life. I chased you, I still am. I think my life would be so much better with you. Now that I have graduated from university, I have to move on with life, that brings to move away from this place. I was chained to this place earlier and I thought graduation would buy me a ticked out of this place but you live here, every time I think about moving I remember you and what I may miss out of it. I can't decide, I want to take things slow, I don't want to force you into anything. It would be nice if you could stand in my shoes and try to understand. I want to stand on my own feet, I want to earn money and make my parents proud. I can't decide if you are worth it to keep chasing or should I let you be. Every text you sent makes me anxious and when you give that silent treatment I feel bad. Meeting you was one of the best things that happened to me. I'm not the same old me.