I spoke with my doctor recently about problems I was having, and combined with the anxiety and depression I've struggled with for years, among other things, she thought I should get my testosterone tested.

It have a total testosterone of 36. I am a 30 year old male who is otherwise healthy, other than being overweight.

Many signs through my life until now have pointed to abnormally low testosterone - I can't grow facial hair, my voice never really deepened, I never struggled with things like acne or excessive sweating, I have a very difficult time losing weight - and yet, none of my doctors picked up on it. I feel like I have been failed by the people I trusted to take care of me, and that makes me very angry.

At the same time, I am now very hopeful. Hopeful that I can get some treatment for this, hopeful because it might help my anxiety and depression, hopeful that I might finally feel "normal".

That's all I've got.