At random times each day, i remember you.

It seems everything around me, reminds me of you.

Every morning when i wake up, i stare blankly at my phone, remembering the "good morning" messages you used to send me.

During my day, how i used to tell you everything about it.

At night, how it makes me rested when i see your "good night" and "take care" messages.

I've been restless since that day.

I wake up too early

I go to sleep too late

Most of the times, i remember those moments we shared.

And i know I'd drop everything just to have one hug from you.

I missed my friend

I missed my confidant

Funny how many friends surround me each day, but it is still you i long to talk to.

Ironic how i overwork myself just not to think of you

But i am consumed by thoughts of you

I can't go on pretending that i feel nothing

That i am okay

That i'll be fine

The truth is, i miss you so much.

Yet, i am hopeful that this too shall pass.

But for now, let me miss you and shed these tears.

And im done.