Never thought i'll fall this hard. I chose to get out because i'm feeling things i'm afraid to feel, feelings that will make me hope and dream again. Feelings i am not ready to feel again. And after a few failed relationships, i can't trust myself if ill be good enough with anybody else.

We lasted for a while and though i try to resist it, i just felt more towards you and it scared me. I was scared because you'll not want it if i asked us to level up, you are broken as me. Scared that i might just give my all once again and be left yet again. Scared that we'll be each others' patches to mend our wounds.

I wish i met you earlier, I can imagine us together for the long haul, we were good for each other, we complement one another. I feel safe when i'm with you and I never felt before the calm and comfort when we're together.

I hope one day, we'll find the courage to open our hearts again and be excited to love and be loved as if we have never been loved and hurt before.

I hope i made the right decision to let you go, instead of waiting things out and hope someday we'll be ready.

I hope you are doing alright.

I wish you all the best and happiness in life. Until then....