My SO and I are fighting. I think. I really have no idea. He's unhappy and doesn't know what he wants to do with us. We are in a LDR and have been dating for 3 years. This is weighing on me.
I started an internship in April with a robotics company. They fired the engineer shortly before me starting, so I've been doing his job, something I'm not qualified for, as well as trying to learn all about being an engineer. It's not hard, it's just overwhelming. The new guy starts August 3rd.
I am the president of a club at school. The club is currently over $15,000.00 in debt because of poor budgeting and irresponsible spending from the former team leaders. The club cannot do what it needs to do every year without recovering this funding, but it is so hard. I feel like I don't have the help and support from half the club to do this. I feel like they do not respect me. A few are condescending, dismissive people who say "money doesn't matter" and insult me. They don't take me seriously. I wish I could kick these individuals out, but I don't know if I have the ability to do so.
I'm only 20 years old. I'm gaining weight, I can't sleep, my anxiety is at an all time high, and I feel awful. This is not how my year as the club leader is supposed to go. This is not how my relationship is supposed to go. I need help and I hardly have any.