And it’s because you ignore me when I pour my heart out that I always doubted you and your humanity at all. That’s why I would never be with you again. Even if you managed to figure out your mental health and realized you really were just struggling with something you had no control over and you broke this girl who absolutely loved you wholeheartedly and you somehow mustered the courage to pick up the phone and try to make it right I wouldn’t bother to pick up. After you go so far you reach a point that there’s no fixing it. You’ll never be who I thought you were. You were never. And I had my head in the clouds and I lied to myself about the entire relationship. I definitely know you now. There’s no doubt in my mind. You get bored with your toys like all little boys and you find the next new model. Well problem is those kids live meaningless lives. They never learned the value of anything long lasting and kind. They break every good thing that comes into their lives and well… it just happened to be me. But at least I’m strong enough to take the damage you’ve done and I emerged stronger some lessons in life until you learn from them they will repeat themselves. You taught me a valuable lesson. So I can forget about you and not repeat the same mistakes of thinking you will or ever we’re more than some kid who was alone because people seen the truth. The truth was you were nothing but hell and darkness so they scattered. And I should’ve done the same.