So, here's my story. I've been married for a bit over half a decade. We've been together a little longer than that. Firstly, I will say that I love my wife. However, I wonder if she really loves me or is just using me for an emotional punching bag. We don't really have much in common, though I try to participate in any and all of her interests and hobbies when invited to. She doesn't do the same for me, but I try for her. When we have intimate moments, she only cares about her own pleasure and doesn't engage longer than it takes her to finish a few times. She never initiates and barely participates. I do most of the cleaning around our home, as well as the laundry and dishes etc. She cooks every once in a while, but most of the time its whatever is easy to throw together, like sandwiches or pizza rolls. I work long hours in a very physical job and get home just to have to clean and do whatever things she said she would but didn't around the place. When we talk its like she's just waiting for me to shit up so she can talk, there's very little actual communication. I try and try to make her happy, but she finds something to target every single day that she finds lacking. If I'm happy or enjoying myself with friends, she will start a fight or say something to mess with my head. I love her so much, but its been YEARS of feeling like she just doesn't care. Its like she only wants me around so that no one else can have me, or like she wants to make sure I'm never TOO happy in life. I'm at the point of just feeling like a live in servant. Do the dishes, wash the clothes, mow the grass, make her orgasm, etc. Its like everything has to be about her at all times, and it can never be about me. The few times it has been about me, I was told that I'm selfish, not there for her, and selfish. I dont know what I should do, but I dont actually want to leave her. I love her, I'm just tired of feeling like just another possession thats jealously guarded but never touched. Sorry yall, just had to vent and get it off my chest. I'm so tired of feeling numb