Tw: grooming word Probably aged around 7 or 8. I was in elementary and all the teachers hated me because I was aggressive and passive violent behavior. I had a teacher she was the only teacher who was nice to me. She would always compliment me saying I was the nicest student she ever had (I wasn't nice maybe in her class because she would always compliment me and gift me gifts.) and she would gift me a gift every time I went into her class. I liked her alot. But I couldnt feel the same way about the other teachers or students. Idk if anything happened to me since I can't remember but I was drawing inappropriate things and being sexually behaviorial. A year or so later I realized my innocence was taken from me and I felt dirty I was in recess and I felt dirty. Don't know why. Idk if this sounds like a good teacher or what. I was like the most hated kid in school or the ostracized kid. I would always feel safe around her. Idk what happened to her I think she got fired for whatever reason I didn't see her afterwards. I can't feel anything around her since my emotions are deregulated.