I’ve been bi-curious for a while, mostly just watching porn and don’t have much experience past a short term gf a few years ago, but I downloaded Grindr a few weeks ago and been chatting with guys, never met with anyone just got off with the chats.

Until last night this guy hit me up asking if I wanted head. He kept talking and talking and I thought fuck it he’s 800 feet from me let’s go get some top.

When I got their a few words were exchanged and he straight to taking my pants off, proceeded to get the best head of my life and just before I finished he asked if I wanted to fuck him, spur of the moment I said yea, put a condom on and fucked the guy, 3 minutes of doggy later and I finished panting squeezing into him. I saw him finishing just as I pulled out.

Immediately felt a wave of regret/shame. I didn’t realize how easy hooking up with guys was. After he cleaned me up he gave me $100 and said we should do it again sometime and he’d pay more if I start feeding him piss on a regular basis.

I was super taken aback by this and said yea maybe and that I’d hit him up but I don’t know how to feel now. Never thought I was gay really just wanted some quick oral but now im wondering if I’m bisexual, have sex with guys but relationships with women. Still super confused though and don’t have anyone to talk to about this so figured I’d dump on here.

Edit: I’m 18M if that wasn’t clear and he was 22