I just need to get this out. I apologize if it's a wall of text. I just am so fed up with everything to do with guys right now. I just can't comprehend why they can't do anything. If I'm dating someone it's me doing everything and barely getting sex or affection (unless i intiate everything). It's them glued to a phone or making me feel bad all the time for not measuring up to some crazy standard. I'm pretty, I'm young and I'm caring and get things done. I just don't want to be with someone if they never do anything, like adding a woman to their life means they don't have to clean or cook or like finish any fucking project..that eventually I'll do it or it will magically get done...(god forbid I pay someone to do it.) I've let things go, I've forgiven benders and dumb purchases that go to waste. I try to solve issues and I've ignored issues. Nothing helps. Nothing gets done. I'm expected to work, care for everyone (pets included), buy the food, pay more for bills and make myself cum and just be okay with being told what to do or ranted at about things I don't care about. I could be single and do that. If I would've stayed single in the past I would have accomplished so much more. Every guy I've dated has used me or abused me or dragged me down. I've dated good looking guys, smart guys, sweet guys...I've given so many chances to people and it never works. I take care of myself, help out, give money, presents and remind them of things like their family's birthdays or anniversaries..I've even done taxes or given stock tips!! I feel like I'm improving their lives only to be pushed down. I'm single now and it still just gets to me with guy friends who lean on me so much..I'm drowning in all this responsibility and I feel like I haven't stopped taking care of everything since I was a kid. I'm so sick of taking care of everyone.