Im so upset rn. Im literally shaking. I was upset someone had move my mail and things escalated to an argument and my brother said “your things dont matter and I can touch them if I want” so I grabbed his phone and said the same thing. He immediately started choking me out and i tried clawing at him and my sister, the same one from my previous post, started pulling my hair because I tried defending myself.

My mom kinda stopped it and then hit us both and i still got blamed. And called satans spawn and that i deserved that by my sister. But wtf…this man is 40 years old.

Its not the first time my family has laid hands on me but every time i tell the cops: “Well theres no bruising and its not we dont believe you but…” But what? the fear is still there. The hits were still given. I often react like a wounded animal and claw and bite bc i truly feel ill die sometimes and that i truly am alone to defend myself. Like i ran away twice because of how abusive this is. And my mom dragged me back home but nothing has changed. If anything the attacks get worse and worse.