I feel as if my friend group is leaving me behind. I live with my best friend and she has a boyfriend that lives about an hour away. She goes to his house every weekend and doesn’t invite me as her boyfriend and I don’t get along plus they want their alone time. Matter of fact, nobody in our friend group likes her boyfriend. We have told her this and she chooses to still give him (repeatedly) one more chance. I can’t go over to my other friends house (my other 3 friends all roommate with each other). The parent of one of my friends that owns the house and sublets the bedrooms hit me with her car and told me that I am not allowed anywhere near the home or else I would get greeted with a gun and a police officer for trespassing. So I completely cannot enter that house. My roommate goes over to their house all of the time and I feel completely excluded and lonely. I went from hanging out with them either every day or almost every day to maybe once a week if I’m lucky. I know I could make some initiative to go out and maybe see a movie, but my door is always completely open and they never choose to come over. I currently feel like the fallback friend. The friend they use to confide in and use as a crutch but as soon as I struggle or they find someone or something new I’m back where I was. I hate the situation I am in and my life is so stale. I had wished for Christmas to come so I could see them all at once and now that it’s all over I feel completely left behind again. I’m just the friend they use to get through the hard times but never ask how I’m doing. Because damn I’m going through it and nobody asks. I feel like I’m going insane.