Hi there so I have been with my boyfriend four years now and he is such an amazing guy but last night I woke up and his phone was unlocked so I just chose to be nosy. I swiped up on his tabs to close them and next thing you know I see this purn/live cam website. When I questioned him about it he explained that all the girls were in a YouTube video (yes he showed me the video and there were purn stars in it but it was a guys video who hired them) . He explained that he was just being curious and a “typical guy” because he hasn’t heard of those purn stars before so went to search them up to you know what to them but he ended up falling asleep. There were also twerking videos on my feed as I was scrolling and he saw my phone and swiped back up to it to see it. I can’t lie I feel so shit about this and honestly it’s been affecting my mood and I don’t know if this is a normal thing but I’m starting to feel like I’m not enough for him. We live together and are together everyday and 10 minutes after we finish doing the deed he’ll still look at half naked women or watch them twerking… why is this ?!?! Help