Got hit in a hit and run. Started a new job that sucks so much I can't afford to even live on my own stuck with family. I'm 29 I feel like a failure. Broke up with my ex gf who was abusive. 3 days later my grandpa died. I could not even get to go to his funeral. Have not seen him or most of my family in 10 years. I have no friends out here lost them because of the ex. Then when things start to go up ran into a girl I liked try to date but drugs are her life and I'm not about that. Grandma moved in and is just to much for me to handle. I'm more then happy to help around the house and take her wherever she needs to go but every day I have to take her to the casino and then when I go to pick her up I want hours some days just to go. After work I have to pick her up and end up sitting there waiting to go home to eat and shower. My mom ( my step mom but she is a mom to me)is gone of the deep end( I do not blame her. It was her dad that died ) my PTSD as been hitting hard ( my birth mom let things happen and did things that are horrible). So I feel stuck and alone. My dad is never able to talk or anything he is never around. I'm lost and feel like nothing I can do at this point..