I’ve been in and out of the hospital every couple weeks since March. Each time being charged inordinate amounts for treatments that aren’t working. I’m now bankrupt but still gonna have to keep going back… my wife resents me and I’m pretty sure is on the verge of divorce because we can’t save any money due to my medical bills and her being out of work barely making anything on disability.

The straw finally broke today when the one thing I look forward to week after week, a stupid card game I play, I can no longer afford due to being in the hospital currently… what’s the point? I’m working myself to death for what? The one thing that gives me joy anymore I can no longer enjoy. What’s the point of going on?

TLDR; going bankrupt with medial bills, pretty positive wife is ready for divorce, things that bring me joy either no longer do or I can’t afford to do them. What’s the point of continuing on?