background. me [26f] and my ex [28m] recently broke and he moved out. we lived together for about 3 years. I broke it off. I told him to move out. he cheated on me with someone at work. we had a sexless relationship for the past year due to numerous things (meds and I had sx) .

so we have two cats together and he is going away for the weekend so he asked if I could watch the cat he took. of course bc I love my fur babies so much.

so went to go pick the cat up after work and saw his new apartment for the first time.

saw the bedroom when I walked in and all I could think about was them together in bed.

I know I'm still hurt at the cheating but seeing another bed just made it more real. I'm just so pissed off still. it's just all raw.. and I'm boiling with anger honestly.