Let me start off by saying it's all my doing and some things in my life are better than most people's situations Im 24 I have an addiction to the fake percs and i hate it ive lost multiple family members from them I do my best to hid it but it's hard I'm getting tired of life I have been for a long while I don't want to die I just want to be off them and to be happy with my gf witch she has no idea about the addiction so I have no one to talk to about it I have no friends my family also barely knows about it I've spent the last month straight alone in my room in the basement trying to keep myself from the pills but the sleepless nights and being alone make it hard im terrifed my next pill will be the last time im alive in this planet but i cant help myself ive spent all my money on them i crashed my mustang cause i was on them i dont want to and cant afford hehab i dont want to use other drugs to get me off them i just want off i want to give my gf the life of her dreams but i cant being like i am but i cant help my self