I’ve been so emotionally closed off ever since me and my ex girlfriend broke up a year ago. Honestly, my life just went on a downward spiral. It’s as if I was just living day to day just going with the flow. I’ve allowed people to use me, i lost my self worth.

I’m getting it back now tho and I’m taking control of myself again but I’m exhausted because I put myself through so much. I have moments where I reminisce on the past wishing I had done things differently but I always snap back to the present and tell myself that what’s done is done.

I’m 24 years old and I keep reminding myself that there are a lot more mistakes to be made. I just have to push through and fight my battles.

I just can’t wait to get back to a point where I have the capacity to accommodate romance in my life. Currently that spot is filled with anxiety, stress and regret.