So I am worthless. I can't hold a job for more than about 6 months. I hate my current job because of the drama and union bullshit. Union told me not to start school if I was not 100% in to it. I have chosen not to go to school as I was chasing a 6 figure job that I had 3 interviews for. Well the company has since ghosted me not even the courtesy of a call yelling me I did not get it. Now the union is telling me I am not aloud to work where I am because I did not go to school even though I would have missed 2 days and would have had to go infront of the board for missing a single day. I am the sole income for my family and now am so fed up where I am that I truely don't want to work. My boss has had to take loans out to make payroll have seen the loan papers on his desk very small companyunion cant find me another job at the rate I am getting paid and frankly at the point I feel like I would be worth more dead than alive. WOULD NOT KILL MYSELF, but if something catastrophicwere to happen it would not matter to me. My PTSD and anxiety are beyond through the roof. I feel like it's all my fault I can't hold a decent job.