To give some context I have never been the person to stick to whatever plans I have made for myself, or goals for that matter. I'm the type to make excuses and find any reason to not do something.

But, that has slowly been changing. Granted I'm still not how I envision where I should be, but I do notice I'm slowly turning myself around on the bullshit River.

It started almost a year ago when I worked up the nerve to quit my job and go into trucking school. Then went from school to a couple trucking jobs after that.

I had major bumps along the way. Still do. And trucking did not solve as many problems as I thought it would.

But the way I handle my problems and life bumps is worlds different than even a small year ago. I no longer am so depressed I envision what my last day could be like or how many people might truly show up to my funeral.

I now no matter the issue, still think forward of how when I reach said goals what I plan to do with said good fortune.

It truly is amazing how our lives can swim in a million different streams in a very short amount of time.