I’m Male 22 I loved my girlfriend when our relationship lasted. Last month there was a lot of fighting partially on my part too, I didn’t give her the space she needed, and she didnt give me the love I needed and it fell apart. We only dated for around 6 and half months, it was a good period I was extremely happy but I was too dependent on her. My friends are family all think I dodged a bullet, I understand their pov, but I still find it very hard to let go of feelings for her. To be honest I think we would of still been together if work wasn’t porn, she filmed with other people which I was okay with if they were women, but towards the end she tried to get me to agree with filming with other men and that’s when I lost my shit, over we broke up 2 weeks ago and I didn’t decide I wanted her back until 5 days later at which point she decided she didn’t want me back or in her words wasn’t sure. We maintained contact for the 1st week and a half of the break up, where whenever we met she would give me this speel where should couldn’t decide on if she wanted to be with me or not. I forgot to mention another reason me and her broke up is the fact that she kept going over to this girls house, this girl actually ended up catching feelings for her, but I was suppose to have no problems with her sleeping the night at her house. That made me lose my mind, I don’t know if I was being too possessive, but it really hurt me. Anyway at this point of time in week 1 of our break up she explained she had feelings for this girl but still had more feelings for me, and she loved me. I couldn’t wrap my mind why she wouldn’t take me back but we continued acting toxic meeting up talking, and sometime having full on make out sessions. It was last Friday that she decided the day after we literallly made out to enter a relationship with this girl, and I was pretty crushed, I couldn’t understand after all the time we spent together how someone could care so little. Her justification is that she needed to get in another relationship asap because she wanted to get married. At this point I realized she wasn’t the girl for me, and then I am where I am today, blocked her on anything and everything. She texts me sometimes on Burner phones, but I just ignore them. It’s day 2 and it’s difficult, but I’m just trying my best to not talk to her. I hope it gets easier. Anyway whoever read this, thanks, not that I expect anyone too. Just needed to vent.