God I'm so anxious, I was poked by a needle at work while taking the trash out and I had my gloves on but these stupid fucking junkies just have to throw their shit everywhere without a care for other people. I'm so fucking anxious and scared and I'm on my way to the hospital for emergency care and I feel paralysed and don't know what to do. It's been an hour and I'ma cared its going to make things worse because I didn't have a car to get there. I haven't even told my family i went to the emergency room for it. Fuck i don't know what to do and fuck i hate needle using junkies. I did everything right in using gloves and it still didn't work and i feel so fucking stupid thinking it wouldnt happen to me.