For the last 4 months I've been living with my girl best friend, over that time I've been feeling myself get feelings for her, starting with just lustful thoughts, and now all I can think is what it would be like if she was mine. We get along almost too well, like she was meant to be in my life, whether that be friends or closer, we have alot of interests that we share (TV shows, music, activities, etc.)

Unfortunately, I've said how I felt to what felt like resentment and anger.. I didn't know that it would get like that when you just tell someone how you feel. I haven't said anything since, but I'm starting to notice more and more lately if we are talking about almost anything, she somehow brings up "we'll never be together" or "I don't feel like that about you" but I won't be talking about anything pertaining to that, but she'll just bring it up.

I don't know how to feel about it and I don't want to think that she is completely resenting me, but its getting harder to be around her, just feels like she's burning a hole into the side of my head and I don't know what to do..

Of course I wish that things were very different, but now I'm at a crossroads.