I don’t know how people function in this world, it’s too much for me. Life is constantly overwhelming and it hasn’t gotten better. I feel stuck in my bed most of the time. I can do things for others but not for myself. I want to be able to care for myself like I do for other people, and I don’t understand why that is so hard. I have worked a lot on self love and I know I deserve more than I give myself. I isolate myself from my friends and family. I chase distractions so I don’t have to sit with my thoughts. Basic tasks like feeding myself and showering feel burdensome. I wish I was different. I have so much going for me and I can’t justify feeling like this.