My younger brother is my twin and I’ll call him jay for privacy reasons. We were both born with disabilities. I have them but not to the extent of my brother. He’s mentally handicapped to say the least. My mom being my mom always was by my brothers side and always made him feel he was number one always. He was the golden child and I was always told I was the one who would look after him once mom and dad were dead.

Well when my mom was in her final years my brother started what I would call reverting. It started with disliking food he would tolerate before. I get it over time tastes buds change and you begin to hate things you liked before and love things you hated before. Well jay takes this shit to an art form.

My brother when it comes to food is a fucking pig. He can take a wing out it in his mouth and within seconds all that’s left is the bone once removed. He can take a whole meat ball wrapped in spaghetti put the whole thing in his mouth and eat it without an issue.other food he likes well let’s just say there’s no issues with his eating.

Of course there’s food he doesn’t like. When you normally don’t like food you just pick at it. Not jay. He will pick at it but then he gets into this habit of idk if it’s shoveling it but he gets to this point where he gags on the food. Like full on he could choke gag noise. Before I would worry about him the. I realized this shit and o pay it no mind. Still pisses me off to no end. He will lie to your face and say he likes it when he clearly doesn’t. Grown ass 32 year old man playing games like this.

He does other things as well. When the pandemic started he started washing his hand after every little task. The other fun one he does is he uses just one of his hands. Like the other hand can’t touch an object or he’d have to wash that one too. He also does this thing where he turns his hands to the backs and picks shit up.

I don’t know what the hell to do anymore. We have tried every trick to get him to stop. Nothing. I’m tired of watching it. There’s other things he does that I’m not listing but it’s bad. The real kicker is he truly does know how to do things. Just chooses to play these fucking games. I’m done with him I really am. Fuck you jay!