I'm mainly an asexual person. I'm rarely sexually turned on by anything. I don't even find conventionally attractive actors sexy in that way, but with him, I just want everything about him to melt into me until we're a sprawling mess of arms and legs in different positions with his scent all over me.

The funny thing is, he has a lot of insecurities about his looks. If only he knew what kind of dirty, unfiltered thoughts run through my head when I think about him...

My sexuality is a very weird thing. I realize that I am not like my peers. It takes little for all the people I know to jump into bed. Not me. I've rarely felt the kind of raging need to have sex. Most of the time, I find I don't want nor need it.

When I was a teenager, I wasn't turned on by most of the things other teens were turned on by. BUT... I used to masturbate by reading The Selected Letters of James Joyce lol.

Yeah, I'm a weirdo.