My girlfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago. I wasn‘t even sad. I was just pissed about the way she broke up, and treatet me right before the breakup. But today it‘s different. I’m feeling an emptieness in my heart which is idk, undescribable. Rn I miss everything about her. The cuddling, the goodnight messages, seeing her everyday, just the love at all. I just tried to put that happy side of me over all those feeling like I usually do, but it‘s not working. Nothing seems to help. I just wanna have her back. I think, thats what people call „broken heart“. I was just going through old chats, and there was a video that she send me, that made me cry. I’m keep crying because I feel helpless. I can‘t even play basketball because I’m sick. again.. I’ve been konsistantly sick or injured this whole year. Even my school grades are getting worse… im a sad, crying piece of shit rn, that can‘t take care about his own life. I’m just in such a deep hole. I just wanna have her back.